Okay, nowadays I used to write my daily life by mobile phone(notes), of course in blog too if I get the time to. Blogger friends of the past had stopped blogging one by one, some of them closed their blog, some of them just leave it without mentioning. I really miss the days we blogged together, we wrote about each others. We have a mini blog competition among us, even a group of us, to share out post after updating, to find out other people's blog and etc. It was a great time. :) But now, everything was a past, a history.
My part time job has substantial my life though :) I have my studies to balance, I have to pay up commitment to my job to be able to pay my school fee. Sometimes it was tough, I admit it, but this is my path, I have to go for it, I have to overcome it. I shouldn't blame and regret, it was my choice before, I left my sports and came here. I might have forgot about why am I here, but there must be some special meanings and reasons to bring me here. Now, it's been the third month I work in Sushikin, friends are going off soon after getting SPM result. I have to bear it, the joys and sorrows. It's a fact, I'm just waiting for the time to take action on it. This is what we called life right.
Let's talk about today.
It's fine at all. But I have met a customer who was like wanted to quarrel with me just because her order doesn't reach yet, and the main point is she had just finished four plates of sushis. Well, I have to stand for her temper because customers are always the right. She shouldn't get angry with me because I'm not the one who took her order, and I'm not the one who prepared the food. So what's the purpose? She was really in a bad attitude, so it doesn't matter how pretty she is. SIGH -_-
I have also heard about our previous Assistant manager, kak azrah resign from her Perak outlet, it was about a races problem, the majority over there are chinese. Maybe there are some communication problem? who knows. But I felt a bit dissapointed because of this reason, shouldn't everyone stay peacefully without caring about the races problems? I am the only chinese over here. I couldn't speak mandrin to any of my friends but chinese customers. I felt lonely, but what can I do? I wish that manager could employ a chinese staff :( at least I got someone to break with me, silly and jokes with me. But what happen now is, everyone was Malay, they have their own languages no matter how good am I in Bahasa Malaysia. I feel like I couldn't be a part of them. But overall we are fine, we talk, we laugh, we help each other as well.
In this work, I think Kak Ida, the senior cook is the only one who I can get the closest with. She told me a lot of her past(days she worked in a chinese restaurant..) and that was really nice to listen. She can speak some chinese and cantonese as well. But she had resigned from that job about 10 years, even lost contact with her old friends, so sad to hear that. She treated me very well, especially that time we break together, she bought me a chicken burger which full-filled up my stomach that night. This is so unexpected, I just meant to accompany her to break. I should have buy something for her someday to requite her :) I feel like we don't have the gap of communication, we are close to each other. She can be my mak angkat if she wants :p She is really a great mother who is really take care about her daughter, and tomorrow is her daughter's birthday, she's very happy when she mentioned about it. Happy Birthday to Ida's daughter
Sometimes I think about that I'm more steady than the others. I can stand and despite all the hardships I'm facing to. I'm really appreciate to my class teacher last year, Cikgu Ho who brought me up :) She said before we have to give our responsibility, we have to face every problems instead of escape from it. And this was really useful in my job, whenever I face problems, I will try my best to solve it, I can drive myself to serve, to clean every tables but not waiting people to do so. I had grown up a lot through this work :) Tolerate, Responsibility, Discipline, and Forgive. And I'm very glad that there are customer who remember me as well, and I remember them too. This was the best rewards to me in this job..
Having a Chinese and Mathematics test on monday. I'm thankful that manager allows me to study during my work :) I've forget what I have memorize about the 中国文学, but maybe I can perform well in my test. God bless. Well, tomorrow Im the one who did opening for the shop, gotta sleep early..
And tomorrow get a chance lousang with family,
one in a year.